Hello ,i`m 18 student of 2d course living in Kharkiv,Ukraine. Well, till now nobody knows about my gay orientantion . This time of my live is very hard . Not because nobody knows the truth . It`s even normal for me I dont care about it - because post-soviet contries have bad stereotipes . I dont now where i can find "my gender" people,because 90% of us is hidden in the shadow . So it`s very lonely. And the most desperate thing for me ... I being in love with heterosexual 3d time. It`s so painful .. But how can i love some1 for me if i didnt meet him yet??????